Hunting is the WORST!

The first time brandon went hunting while we were together was last October when I was still figuring him out. It was cute then and I was ok with him being gone. He left me a flower and a king sized kit kat with a cute card, that helped his case a lot

This year he decided to go hunting and I was ok with it I thought.... He didn't even leave me a present this year he went up to Island park about 2 week ago, he was planning to be gone for about 4 days, but one he got up there he got his elk within half an hour of being there and he was home by sunday.

I was so glad that he got his hunting urge out of his system and that it was a very short trip. Bad news! He decided to go hunting AGAIN!! BOO. He left me last night and I was crying so hard he almost stayed, but then he didn't. I was fine until I had to go to bed all alone in my creepy apartment. As I was getting ready for bed I was crying and missing him. I turned on the bathroom light so I had a night light and I woke up about 50 times.

I think the problem is, that I just miss his a lot when he is gone. I am glad that he gets to go out and do something that he enjoys so much, but it is hard to be left behind when I have nothing to keep me occupied and the only thing I have to do is to think about him.

Our Crazy Life

Sometimes life wont let you catch up. We were planning to move to Brooklyn, NY so that Brandon could go to NYU for dental school. We bought plane tickets and we had a place to live. We also had a 5,000 dollar deposit down at the school. 10 days before we were going to fly out Brandon got into the new dental school in South Jordan. We struggle over the decision for about 2 days, and we finally decided to stay in Utah.

At first I was not happy we were staying, but now I am. We move to Lehi and I am going to buckle down and finish school as soon as I can. We are happy and life is good. We still get to be around our families and we have been having fun finally spending our gift cards and getting an apartment together.

3 months to go....

So 3 months sounds like a long time, and it is, but when you consider that were engaged for the better part of 5 months it is super exciting. I am ready for things to start happening and for the fun things to start. Becky was asking me about my bridal shower and i got really excited. Also I talk to Angi about center pieces and she has a lot of cute ideas. I am so glad I have sisters and a mom that care about me so much. They have been a lot of help in planning and brainstorming.

I was stressing myself out and wanting everyting to be my way (even though I had no idea what that was would be.) Then one day I realized that all that really matters is me getting married to my Best Friend!!! All of the other things are fun, but in all reality they don't matter. So after that I chilled out and let people help me. I have been so much happier and I am able to focus on more important things like Brand-o getting accepted into dental schools!

I'm really excited and I am really ready for the end of the semester!